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Each and every day I woke up for stupid reasons I try, run, work for absolutely stupid things
I hate it when EVEN EVEN my being happy, sad and worried 's stupid
You people!! I hate it when I see some part of this stupid life I'm having is due to you
How could you ever create this whole load of trash and call it life?
How could you ever ignore all the nice nice things life can have and get drowned in your walls& papers & words & numbers &&&&&&&................ so much more
I hate it when my inner self is attached unconciously to your ways...........
This time I'm not ganna fight the losing battle
This time I won't stand infront of you
This time I'll walk away to my 1:20 am yard staring at sky wondering _yet_ enjoying this 10 minutes each night can worth all the rest of life...............
Parisa I need you more than ever
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